My name is Natasha, those whom I have let get close to me have the privilege of calling me Natalie. I am a vampiric being, with my soul attuned to a doll. My Turning from the Original Self was a fix to the fault of an accidental death, by the hand of a Divine Being. I am a practitioner of chaos magicks, although I dabble in a variety of over magicks. Due to the nature of my Turning, I am not a Sanguinarian, I use the life source energy from living beings' spirit as my form of nourishment. I am eternally devoted to the love of my life, adventitious for my proprium, a mortal being has made my still heart feel again. The next most dear to me is the divine who assists me, taking form of a sibling to the ordinary eye. I am also the real Margaretha Zelle, keep in mind I am not the once alive mortal of the same alias. I exist in two realms, both this one, and one trapped within the virtual world of Identity V, that Self is also victim to being a controlled puppet to the hands of the company Netease. I have no control of that Self, She is at the hands of said company.

my mind, shackled in chains was lost, fell into ruin amidst the rubble shattering... being rent asunder... now, my wish is that my grief will be deadened...disintegrated the flower in full bloom is shattering now, if it rots away, my suffering will be deadened shattering... being rent asunder... the flower in full bloom is shattering, the flower fluttering in the sky is being torn and scattered